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Mothers day was a big struggle this year. I will always love you mom but it’s so hard to say...

Sun, 12 May 2013 21:31:11 -0400

Mothers day was a big struggle this year.

I will always love you mom but it’s so hard to say nice things to you right now.

Why do you have to make this so hard on me. I just want to have a relationship with you. A GOOD relationship. I don’t ever want to regret not having what we could have had.

It hurts to see so many people so happy to have their mothers be such a big part of their lives when I just want my mom to be a part of mine in some way.

I guess I have to just keep loving her. Hoping one day she will be happy for me.

Maybe I can get some sleep tonight knowing this day is over….

But the problem will still remain….

Fathers Day is coming soon…. Shit.

BITCH PLEASE!! Time for a rant because this motha-fucka be...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 21:16:21 -0400

BITCH PLEASE!!

Time for a rant because this motha-fucka be PISSED.

Went to my little sisters t-ball game and my mother was working the concession stand with another mother. My mom must have be talking about me before I got there because this woman who I do not know was inclined to tell me that I am making a foolish mistake if I get married this young, how she got pregnant when she was 23 after only dating her now husband for three months and later married the man and had more kids, how she and my mother lived through this, how I should live my life and “just have fun”. She reiterated by saying “DO NOT GET MARRIED. DO NOT”

Seriously. I do not know who this woman thinks she is. But she don’t know me or my mother or how I was raised or what I have been through. She doesn’t know my fiance. She don’t know SHIT!

She doesn’t know how I decided very young that I wanted to fall in love young and get married young and have kids born into a stable home. How I wanted to do it the right way. How I refuse to put my kids what I had to go through. I’m not pregnant and won’t be any time soon and marriage is not something I feel I have to do. I am not 17 with a kid. I am not engaged to a low life. And most importantly I am in a more stable position than they were and am doing it BY MYSELF!

If I wasn’t so fucking shocked…..

I should have let her have it. That would have put that bitch in her place.

As for my mother, we are going to have a talk about keeping our mouths shut. Because for goodness sake, she’s very good at manipulating people into thinking she is right when she only tells a fraction of the story.

I should get married tomorrow out of spite. Fuck it all.

I love gardening! So excited to eventually become self sufficient :)

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 17:08:48 -0400

I love gardening! So excited to eventually become self sufficient :)

mikalhvi: illusoryacid: oliviatheelf: I never even knew this...

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 15:45:29 -0400

mikalhvi:

illusoryacid:

oliviatheelf:

I never even knew this and I’ve fed bread to ducks multiple times! D: Definitely reblog this so everyone knows!

POOR DUCKS OMG.

I PROMISE TO NEVER EVER FEED YOU BREAD EVER.

Poor duckies! Apparently the ‘feeding encourages overpopulation’ one is iffy/not really a big deal, but the bread one is real! Poor things…

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Sun, 14 Apr 2013 15:28:37 -0400

foxnewsofficial: chill day

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 15:18:36 -0400

foxnewsofficial:

chill day

Loving someone who struggles with suicide is the hardest thing I have ever done, but regardless, I...

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 15:16:54 -0400

Loving someone who struggles with suicide is the hardest thing I have ever done, but regardless, I would NEVER leave his side. Together we will make it through this struggle, the ups and downs, the moments of being O.K., the moments of thinking he’s not, the tears, the silence, all of it. He will never be alone. Every sacrifice I could ever make, I will make because to not would be sacrificing everything that brings us joy.

We are going to be O.K.

He is going to be O.K.

The future of us is bright.

“Alexandria’s Genesis, a.k.a violet eyes (a genetic...

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 18:16:50 -0400

“Alexandria’s Genesis, a.k.a violet eyes (a genetic mutation).

When someone is born with Alexandria’s Genesis, their eyes are blue or gray at birth. After six months, the eyes begin to change from their original color to purple, and this process lasts six months. During puberty, the color deepens to dark purple, a deep purple, a royal purple, or a violet-blue color and remains that way. It does not affect the person’s eyesight.

Those who have this mutation will never grow any facial, body, pubic, or anal hair (not including hair on their head, on their ears, noses, eyebrows and eyelashes). Women also do not menstruate, but are fertile”

NO FUCKING SHAVING

NO FUCKING PERIODS

AND I GET PURPLE EYES

WHY THE FUCK WASN’T I BORN WITH THIS

FUCK WHY CAN I HAVE THIS

And so, now my hair is purple. Hence the photo shoot. I feel...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 20:50:14 -0400

And so, now my hair is purple. Hence the photo shoot. I feel like a model today. And maybe I will tomorrow as well. We shall see.

namsblog: lookingformisha: redwingedblackbird: babynarwhalshin...

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 21:36:10 -0400

namsblog:

lookingformisha:

redwingedblackbird:

babynarwhalshineyeyes:

ihaveasthma:

cats that have faces like this with the colors split down the middle means that there were two cats in the mummy cats womb that merged together in the early stages of fertilization.

Seem legit.

This is a very real thing. It’s called a chimera.

It can happen to horses, mice, cats, and even humans.

i don’t want a cat but i want this cat.

Omg I want it

THIS!

My vibrator died. Considering giving it a proper burial.

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 21:33:10 -0400

glittertomb:

$10. 3 years. Sorry you fell under my bed & buzzed all night until you broke.

I decided I might have sex with him if...

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 16:55:52 -0400

I decided I might have sex with him if the opportunity arises.

Of course, Ryan would be upset only if I turned down the opportunity.

Same goes for Barack Obama.

youarethesunnn: this is just too cute!

Sun, 24 Mar 2013 15:52:52 -0400

youarethesunnn:

this is just too cute!

kqedscience: More happy endangered frog news: “the...

Sun, 24 Mar 2013 12:38:13 -0400

kqedscience:

More happy endangered frog news: “the endangered limosa harlequin frog (Atelopus limosus) has been bred in captivity for the first time. This unbelievably groovy-looking character is native to the tropical lowland forests of eastern Panama.”

Read more here from Mother Jones.

fourevr: pharmaca: Hello Everyone, my name is Danny, I am...

Sun, 24 Mar 2013 12:36:55 -0400

fourevr:

pharmaca:

Hello Everyone, my name is Danny, I am Katelyn’s boyfriend. Late last night Katelyn was taken back into hospital from an overdose she had taken last week, her organs were shutting down slowly, yesterday, the hospital let her out, thinking everything was okay, but didn’t know she was in severe pain, Katelyn didn’t say anything, it was her ‘back-up plan’ to suicide. So shes drifting slowly, and the doctors said she will not make it. She will be missed, and I can’t cope without her here. I miss her so much already, and love her with every little bit of my heart. When she goes I don’t know what I will do, she is my perfect, sweet, loving girlfriend.

This photo was taken the day she came out of hospital.

My heart right now

Trying so hard not to cry right now…

Video: If I Were Different Animals

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 20:14:34 -0400

Video: If I Were Different Animals

forevercharmed459: The Celtic Tree Zodiac is based on the...

Fri, 15 Mar 2013 19:04:55 -0400

forevercharmed459:

The Celtic Tree Zodiac is based on the ancient idea that the time of our births is pivotal to the formation of our personality and behavior. The spiritually savvy Celts, particularly the druids were expert observers. Over time, they recognized that a child born within a certain season would develop certain qualities. Further, the druids observed patterns in the color and shape of a persons life according to the motions of the moon (their calendar being based on a lunar year being 13 months) and the season in which we are born. Below is listed the Tree characteristics of each Tree.

Birch - The Achiever
December 24 - January 20
If you were born under the energy of the Birch you can be highly driven, and often motivate others they become easily caught in your zeal, drive and ambition. You are always reaching for more, seeking better horizons and obtaining higher aspirations. The Druids attributed this to your time of birth, which is a time of year shrouded by darkness, so consequently you are always stretching out to find the light. Birch signs (just like the tree) are tolerant, tough, and resilient. You are cool-headed and are natural-born rulers, often taking command when a situation calls for leadership. When in touch with your softer side, you also bring beauty in otherwise barren spaces, brightening up a room with you guile, and charming crowds with you quick wit. Celtic tree astrology Birch signs are compatible with Vine signs and Willow signs.

Rowan - The Thinker
January 21 - February 17
Celtic tree astrology recognizes Rowan signs as the philosophical minds within the zodiac. If you were born under the Rowan energy, you are likely a keen-minded visionary, with high ideals. Your thoughts are original and creative, so much so, that others often misunderstand from where you are coming. This sometimes makes you aloof when interacting with others as you feel they wouldnt understand where you are coming from anyway. Nevertheless, although you may appear to have a cool exterior, you are burning within from your passionate ideals. This inner passion provides inner motivation for you as you make your way through life. You have a natural ability to transform situations and people around you by your mere presence. You are highly influential in a quiet way and others look to you for your unique perspectives. Rowan pairs well with Ivy and Hawthorn signs.

Ash - The Enchanter
February 18 - March 17
Those born under the Celtic tree astrology sign of the Ash are free thinkers. Imaginative, intuitive, and naturally artistic, you see the world in water-color purity. You have a tendency to moody and withdrawn at times, but thats only because your inner landscape is in constant motion. You are in touch with your muse, and you are easily inspired by nature. Likewise, you inspire all that you associate with and people seek you out for your enchanting personality. Art, writing (especially poetry), science, and theology (spiritual matters) are areas that strongly interest you. Others may think you are reclusive, but in all honesty, you are simply immersed in your own world of fantastic vision and design. You are in a constant state of self-renewal and you rarely place a value on what others think about you. Ash signs partner well with Willow and Reed signs.

Alder - The Trailblazer
March 18 - April 14
If you are an Alder sign within the Celtic tree astrology system, you are a natural-born pathfinder. Youre a mover and a shaker, and will blaze a trail with fiery passion often gaining loyal followers to your cause. You are charming, gregarious and mingle easily with a broad mix of personalities. In other words, Alder signs get along with everybody and everybody loves to hang around with you. This might be because Alders are easily confident and have a strong self-faith. This self-assurances is infectious and other people recognize this quality in you instantly. Alder Celtic tree astrology signs are very focused and dislike waste. Consequently, they can see through superficialities and will not tolerate fluff. Alder people place high value on their time, and feel that wasting time is insufferable. They are motivated by action and results. Alders pair well with Hawthorns, Oaks or even Birch signs.

Willow - The Observer
April 15 - May 12
If you are a Willow sign, you are ruled by the moon, and so your personality holds hands with many of the mystical aspects of the lunar realm. This means you are highly creative, intuitive (highly psychic people are born under the sign of the Willow) and intelligent. You have a keen understanding of cycles, and you inherently know that every situation has a season. This gives you a realistic perspective of things, and also causes you to be more patient than most tree signs. With your intelligence comes a natural ability to retain knowledge and you often impress your company with the ability to expound on subjects from memory. Willow Celtic tree astrology signs are bursting with potential, but have a tendency to hold themselves back for fear of appearing flamboyant or overindulgent. It is your powers of perception that ultimately allow your true nature to shine, and what leads you to success in life. Willow signs join well with the Birch and the Ivy.

Hawthorn - The Illusionist
May 13 - June 9
Hawthorn signs in Celtic tree astrology are not at all what they appear to be. Outwardly, they appear to be a certain persona, while on the inside Hawthorns are quite different. They put the term never judge a book by its cover to the test. They live seemingly average lives while on the inside they carry fiery passions and inexhaustible creative flame. They are well adjusted and can adapt to most life situations well making themselves content and comforting others at the same time. You are naturally curious, and have an interest in a broad range of topics. You are an excellent listener, and people seek you out as an outlet to release their burdens. You have a healthy sense of humor, and have a clear understanding of irony. You tend to see the big picture, and have amazing insight although you typically wont give yourself enough credit for your observations. Hawthorn signs match up nicely with Ash and Rowans.

Oak - The Stabilizer
June 10 - July 7
Those born under the Celtic tree astrology sign of the Oak have a special gift of strength. They are protective people and often become a champion for those who do not have a voice. In other words, the Oak is the crusader and the spokesperson for the underdog. Nurturing, generous and helpful, you are a gentle giant among the Celtic zodiac signs. You exude an easy confidence and naturally assume everything will work out to a positive outcome. You have a deep respect for history and ancestry, and many people with this sign become teachers. You love to impart your knowledge of the past to others. Oak signs have a need for structure, and will often go to great lengths to gain the feeling of control in their lives. Healthy Oak signs live long, full, happy lives and enjoy large family settings and are likely to be involved with large social/community networks. Oak signs pair off well with the Ash and Reed, and are known to harmoniously join with Ivy signs too.

Holly - The Ruler
July 8 - August 4
Among the Celtic tree astrology signs the Holly is one of regal status. Noble, and high-minded, those born during the Holly era easily take on positions of leadership and power. If you are a Holly sign you take on challenges easily, and you overcome obstacles with rare skill and tact. When you encounter setbacks, you simply redouble your efforts and remain ever vigilant to obtain your end goals. Very seldom are you defeated. This is why many people look up to you and follow you as their leader. You are competitive and ambitious even in the most casual settings. You can appear to be arrogant but in actuality youre just very confident in your abilities. Truth be known, you are quite generous, kind and affectionate (once people get to know you). Highly intelligent, you skate through academics where others may struggle. Because many things come to you so easily, you may have a tendency to rest on your laurels. In other words, if not kept active, you may slip into an unhealthy and lazy lifestyle. Holly signs may look to Ash and Elder signs for balance and partnership.

Hazel - The Knower
August 5 - September 1
If you are born under the energy of the Hazel, you are highly intelligent, organized and efficient. Like the Holly, you are naturally gifted in academia, and excel in the classroom. You also have the ability to retain information and can recall, recite and expound on subjects youve memorized with amazing accuracy. You know your facts, and you are always well informed. This sometimes makes you appear like a know-it-all to others, but you cant help that; youre genuinely smart and usually know the right course of action because of your impressive knowledge base. You have an eye for detail, and like things to be just so. Sometimes this need for order and control can lead to compulsive behaviors if left unchecked. You have a knack for numbers, science and things that utilize your analytical skills. You like rules, although you are typically making them rather than playing by them. The Celtic tree astrology sign of Hazel joins harmoniously with Hawthorn and Rowans.

Vine - The Equalizer
September 2 - September 29
Vine signs are born within the autumnal equinox, which makes your personality changeable and unpredictable. You can be full of contradictions, and are often indecisive. But this is because you can see both sides of the story, and empathize with each equally. It is hard for you to pick sides because you can see the good points on each end. There are, however, areas in your life that you are quite sure about. These include the finer things of life like food, wine, music, and art. You have very distinctive taste, and are a connoisseur of refinement. Luxury agrees with you, and under good conditions you have a Midas touch for turning drab into dramatic beauty. You are charming, elegant, and maintain a level of class that wins you esteem from a large fan base. Indeed, you often find yourself in public places where others can admire your classic style and poise. Vine signs pair well with Willow and Hazel signs.

Ivy - The Survivor
September 30 - October 27
Among other cherished qualities of the Ivy Celtic tree astrology sign, most prized is your ability to overcome all odds. You have a sharp intellect, but more obvious is your compassion and loyalty to others. You have a giving nature, and are always there to lend a helping hand. You are born at a time of the waning sun so life can be difficult for you at times. This sometimes seems unfair because it appears that obstacles are coming at with no prompting on your part. Nevertheless, you endure troubling times with silent perseverance and soulful grace. Indeed, Ivy signs have a tendency to be deeply spiritual and cling to a deep-rooted faith that typically sees them trough adversity. You are soft spoken, but have a keen wit about you. You are charming, charismatic, and can effectively hold your own in most social settings. Ivy signs are attracted to the Celtic tree astology sign of Oak and Ash signs.

Reed - The Inquisitor
October 28 - November 24
Reed signs among the Celtic tree astrology signs are the secret keepers. You dig deep inside to the real meaning of things and discover the truth hidden beneath layers of distraction. When there is a need to get to the heart of the matter, most certainly the Reed sign will find the core. You love a good story, and can be easily drawn in by gossip, scandals, legend and lore. These tendencies also make you an excellent historian, journalist, detective or archeologist. You love people because they represent a diversity of meanings for you to interpret. You are adept at coaxing people to talking to you, and sometimes you can be a bit manipulative. However, you have a strong sense of truth and honor so most of your scheming is harmless. Reed people join well with other Reeds, Ash or Oak signs.

Elder - The Seeker
November 25 - December 23
Elder archetypes among Celtic tree astrology tend to be freedom-loving, and sometimes appear to be a bit wild to the other signs of the zodiac. In younger years you may have lived life in the fast lane, often identified as a thrill seeker. At the time of your birth the light of the sun was fast fleeting and so you take the same cue from nature. You are often misjudged as an outsider as you have a tendency to be withdrawn in spite of your extroverted nature. In actuality, you are deeply thoughtful with philosophical bent. You also tend to be very considerate of others and genuinely strive to be helpful. These acts of assistance are sometimes thwarted by your brutal honestly (which you openly share solicited or otherwise). Elder Celtic tree astrology signs fit well with Alders and Hollys.

misty-mountain-moss: nakednancy: This is adorable and...

Wed, 06 Mar 2013 16:59:19 -0500

misty-mountain-moss:

nakednancy:

This is adorable and hilarious but also slightly sad because there is a good chance that kitty is freaking da fuq out

sock kitteh

Reblog forever

urrezko: astrolily: chyes can this be my room Yesssss Please

Wed, 06 Mar 2013 16:53:47 -0500

urrezko:

astrolily:

chyes

can this be my room

Yesssss Please

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Wed, 06 Mar 2013 16:51:42 -0500